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by pilipala @ 16.06.2008 - 12:02:09 pm

th_allalittlecrazyI didnt mean to leave it so long before updated! you could say ive been a bit busy and tired!

Right, in the last two weeks, weve....painted the flat to put it on the market, and a lush new carpet! my little sis N stayed over and painted with us, and she was fantastic, i'd spent what felt like forever painting the kitchen, and we were all gathered in there having a little joke and a laugh and R managed to choke on her drink from laughing and spitting it ALL over her MOTHERS back!!! and MY newly painted wall!!!!!!!!!!! her poor mother laughed, ignored the fact that she was soaked and rushed to wipe up the red squash off of the wall!

The next day there was only me and R - and she painted the bathroom and i glossed, in the (small) hall way there are 4 door frames, and i was stuck there glossing, i was getting tired and fed up, and R called me, i put my hand on my newly glossed doorframe to hear her and realised what i had done! in typical butterfly way i shouted, turned the air blue and in exasperation i put my left hand on the OTHER door frame!! so 2 doorframes ruined! I went to pick up the damp cloth from the floor and only backed my bum into a 3rd doorframe!!!! I was livid! I cooled down, went to wash my hands properly, dried them, and picked up the paintbrush to start again, only to feel soggy stuff in my hand....YES, thats right.....i'd picked up the paintbrush the wrong way! the bristles were in the palm of my hand! Then to top it all off, i'd finally finished, walked over to the windowsil and kitty had left paw prints all along it...so now the windowsil has kitty's paw prints stuck in gloss!

I've still been getting fit, ive given up smoking, its been over a week now, and its been a lot easier than before, and still been walking to work, quite happily listening to my audio books(as i cant read on the bus anymore!) So last week i decided that i would ride a bike...as it would be a lot quicker, Mum suggests a bike thats in the shed, because the others either needed a new innertube or were broke or whatever.. Thursday morning i wake up early, with my shed key and bike lock in hand, its about 6.40am, i go out the garden and im there struggling with the lock to get in the shed, i spent a good 10mins trying, because i didnt want to disturb anyone else, i finally give in, run back upstairs, borrow my brothers shed key, convinced mine was a dodgy key...i spend another ten mins fiddling with this bloody lock, and getting very very frustrated! again, i give in and run back upstairs and ask my brother to open the shed for me, by now its all ready 7am, J comes out the garden, and i show him how neither key works for me, and J bursts out laughing...THATS THE NEIGHBOURS SHED!!! our shed was behind it, further down the garden!!!

J opens the correct shed, and we pull out our bikes, we wheel them to the front door, and as luck would have it....two flat tyres on my bike!! J, bless him who was in a rush, got the pump and pumped the tyres up for me, making himself late for rowing club before school! I also had to sponge down the bike as it was black with dirt!
Finally, i'm on my way...now i havent been on a bike in a number of years, so i opt to ride on the pavement, thinking its early morning its going to be quiet anyway. I'm riding along for all of about 5 mins, and eventually a little pain turns into agony, muscles i never knew i had, are revealing themselves to me, but i persevere, and keep going, due to lack of confidence i had to get off the bike to cross roads(hmm...side streets lol) and kept riding, I got to the top of a road and tried to break slowly as a car was coming out of the side street, but the break didnt work, then i panicked and wobbled a bit, and before i knew it...i was laying on the floor tangled in my bike!!! The poor guy in a Jeep, was stretching his head to check i was okay, there i was laying there on the floor, one leg under the bike, the other leg over the bike and the seat digging into my back, and i gave him thumbs up to let him know i was okay! I just wanted the ground to open up and swallow me there and then!
 I got home that night, with bruises on my bum, thighs, knees, arms and even armpits where my rucksack dug into me! so now i'm thinking of getting my own bike...where the breaks work!

I'm looking for company this week, wednesday evening is the only time i'm booked, its just me and the pets  and i'd better go walk the dog now!


 
 

catch up!

by pilipala @ 28.05.2008 - 02:29:13 pm

Well I dont know where i've been!  I've had a long weekend off which has been great! We took fonzy (my baby boy cat!)  to the vets yesterday, for two reasons, one is that his breath smells very very bad! and secondly he has lups on his stomach, rather large ones! So the vet inspected fonzy's teeth and it turns out he has some ind of gum infection, his gums are red and raw and his teeth are yellow!! so we have anti biotics to clean thAT UP! and i need to book him in for a dental, as for the lumps, ive lost many a nights sleep over these, scared that they might be cancerous or that i wouldnt be able to afford an operation for him to have them removed etc,  the vet spent quite a while poking his belly in different positions and it turns out its just fat lumps! because he's over weight its all hanging in his belly! yeah!!  so fonzy is going on a diet of somesort... although the vet said he's thick built and hes only a little over weight. not much to worry about yet! :D

A couple of weeks ago i got woken up by a scratching sound, and i jumped out of bed to see what it was, and there it was....a little mouse!!! it was 3am and i didnt know if i should go downstairs and sleep on the sofa, to wake mum and K up screaming in terror, to open the bedroom door and let it run downstairs so it just wasnt in my bedroom or to ignore it! I chose to ignore it!! Then in the morning i told mum and K, and K argued with me that a mouse wouldnt get up onto the 3rd floor and was having none of it, but mum belived me!
Mum went to get the poison out of the kitchen, only to find a mouse had chewed through the packet!!!!!!!!!!  K belived me then!  He blocked a hole we found against the wall in the floorboard, not before pouring the poison down there! but the next night that little mouse scratched and scratched the floorboards from underneath trying to get back out- it was horrible!!!!!  but i think its died now - thank god!  I hate to see an animal suffer....but i do not want to share my bedroom with a mouse...a rodent!!!

This weekend we vaxed the carpet in the flat, to get the worst up, then this weekend were going to repaint the flat with the help of R's mami :) ready to put the flat on the market, i'm begining to feel rather excited, i think the closer we get, the more driving lessons i'll try to fit in-and next month i'll sort out an ISA for a car :D

I've had a few problems with my happypills lately, im so so so sooo tired all the time, and zero labido! I went to the doctors yesterday and i've changed the medication i'm on, apparently one thats suited for a younger person with an active life lol! and so far no side effects :D

On a serious side, i've found alump in my breast, as those of you who know,someone i was once very close to died from breast cancer/bony mets, and now it scares me!!  I am going to wait untill after ive had my period though, make sure its not just pmt causing bumps and if its still there i'll get it checked out.

I had my hair cut yesterday, quite short, and R was working, i text her to tell her it was shaved and spikey lol, and when she came home she stood by the door too afraid to come in and see what i had done to all my hair lol! it was the funniest thing.

HMMM just seen the advert for virgin holiday with charlotte church....how bizzare!

cheese

by pilipala @ 18.05.2008 - 09:34:58 pm

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I cant remember what exactly ive been up to this week!  I know it's been a very busy week....and exhausted still due to all the exercise i've done!  K dropped me off  at R's saturday lunchtime, and we watched the match....well...R watched the match and i half watched!!!!

What does keep me amused is R has scram marks down her back!! and no...keep it clean! Fonzy did them!!

We took tammy to tredegar park again, and in an hours walk i was amazed to discover i'd taken 80 photo's!!!!!  no wonder they were getting impatient with me!!

but R......this badge below is for you :D......

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chapters of life

by pilipala @ 15.05.2008 - 11:32:45 pm

I've had a really nice night :) we went to see Colin Fry the medium, it was my birthday gift from R, and it was a very interesting night for me, of course ive been so excited all day lol, hardly being able to contain myself!!  I cant wait to go and see a medium one to one now :D

yesterday I couldnt stop laughing, my little brother J fell asleep on the sofa, i was on the laptop next to him, and N on the pc, we messaged each other on msn laughing at him, then I ran down to the bathroom nearly knocking mum off of her feet, grabbed the brightest red lipstick i could find and drew huge clown lips on his  face! he woke up not long after and was growling at us because we kept taking pictures of him lol then he rolled himself on the floor, rubbing his face all in his arm and he STILL hadnt noticed!! mum was trying to hold in her giggles, and after a good ten minutes, J looked at his arm and saw the red, rubbed it on his face and saw more red on his arm, he flew up and out of the room without a word, looked in the mirror and came running back in, whilst jumping on top of me, kissing my face and head all over to get the lipstick off!! we were hysterical with laughter, it was great fun!

Yesterday was a  chapter of my life over, a chapter that never really started mind, the co-author who we shall call twatman, didnt have the intelligence, tact, and sensativity it takes to put a chapter together to make it part of the whole book...... you know? I realised I didnt have the energy to fight it,  even more amusing was i'd discussed this situation with someone who has been there, and they told me to make a list of for and against, although they felt I was wasting my time even making a list, so i thought it through on my way home and i didnt even need to make the decision after all,  as the co-author emiled me, an email that was inmature to say the least,  i replied and barely touched on half the things i wanted, but i did close that chapter - I then printed out everything that was said and took it to work, showed the office and my boss who has been very supportive of late, and a boss who always speaks the truth, and she said she loved my reply lol and said im much better as i am now :D the oppinion of the twaTMAN was generally shared amongs my friends,collegues/family that of  his pathetic actions, comments and LACK of actions! which of course made me realise i had definetly made the right decision :D

another one bites the dust!
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aw colin fry was great and a woman called tj, she made me laugh so much :)

The sweetest things

by pilipala @ 12.05.2008 - 09:10:41 pm

Today is K's birthday (my mums husband) and he came to pick me up from work too :) when we got in we all gave him his cards and gifts. N my baby sis made him a card and put exactly enough money in the envelope for a pint of guiness lol out of her own pocket money!(which is about £5 a fortnight from my nan) To be 10 again :) Proud of you baby sis! xxxx

I'm missing my R a lot today

Butterfly Jones and her bible

by pilipala @ 11.05.2008 - 12:09:38 pm

Last weekend someone hurt me with their words, they are insensative, have no tact and ive decided that isnt the kind of person i want in my day to day life, because i couldnt relax or enjoy myself, the kind of person who obviously doesnt know me well and cried like a baby when i got home!

BUT on the funny side of life!!! ...........last week i took drastic action on top of the drastic action i have alredy chosen to take, (to lose weight), I decided to walk to work!!! yes an hour each way!!  so here i am walking to work and home, feeling good about myself and for the first time in many months not suffering from insomnia, by 8.30pm i'm trying to will up the energy to climb the stairs to bed!  I was doing very well by thursday! although my legs were aching quite a bit!!! but come friday....I walked into work VERY slowly due to how sore my feet were... and the blisters were everywhere!!  i got into work and plonked myself down at the desk unable to move!  As for walking home, I had to have a lift, my shoes had cut into the back of my ankles and i'd bled all inside my new trainers!!  i got in and mum just laughed at the state of me!  So this weekend ive been resting my feet!! (and after buying my bible last weekend, i felt like Mary Jones and her bible with all that walking!!)
ttt

Thursday night in bed, i was dropping off to sleep and got too hot, so i tried with very little movement to take my socks off- now baring in mind my bedroom at mums is in the attic, which does get very warm in the summer, the windows were wide open, my bed up against the window and i was still too hot!  I pulled one sock off and then the other, but as I was pulling the sock over my toes, I accidently let go and the sock flicked like an elastic band up and out of the bedroom window! There was no way I was going to walk down 3 flights of stairs and back to rescue a sock! but i did see it laying on the floor by the front door on my way to work friday morning!

I was a little bored saturday morning waiting for R to finish work, and it was boiling outside, and the dog was panting away, I decided it was a good idea to shave her fur off, i started off pretty well, and Tammy was very patient, good job too as it took nealy 2 hours (spaniel with a very thick coat!) I got tired as it was taking so long, so I took the protective end off to get to more fur....i ended up giving her several bald patches!  which mum said looked like a flea allergy! poor tams! but she does look much cooler!!

we had a BBQ yesterday once the dog fur had been cleared,and R was home from work,  we had a load of chicken to eat and we were really looking forward to it, to make sure the BBQ was ready, we cooked a burger each and a sausage each and a few for the dog....and we were too full for the chicken!!!! so mum, K and the kids came up and cleared our chicken! I did manage to squeeze one in :D

Were off for a picnic soon, R has just popped to tesco for some goodies, and ive got some things in the oven, cooking to take with us.   a picnic for tams.   

fourteen locks

by pilipala @ 04.05.2008 - 08:39:04 pm

Yesterday, we decided to go on a guided tour of the fourteen locks canal  in rogerston (me and R) the walk started at 10am, again in true butterfly and R style....at 10.20am we managed to arrive!!!....needless to say we missed the group!! lol  instead we walked it ourselves, although im not sure how many locks we made it to, untill we gave up and walked back!! but we did walk for a good couple of hours! We speeded off to the market, and again the only thing we bought were dog treats!!!!
We then went to look at the new houses being built, had a look around, and we fell in love with a beautiful town house, we sat down with the...sales person, and went through our finances to see if we could afford it, basically it was affordable, BUT realistically we would be struggling, so then we calculated what we could afford and came home and looked on rightmove.co.uk!!

This morning I woke up in agony, PMT had kicked in full force, then to top it off i had a very bad tummy,  I didnt think i was gonna be able to leave the bathroom!! so yes... ive not felt well all day :S But we did make it to a carboot sale, where it must have looked funny....a couple of lesbians carrying an old but BIG Holy Bible, a face saunce and a nail manacure set!!!  I couldnt help but giggle to myself!!
Tonight we've had a chinese, im thinking, if i cant keep anything in, then i might as well have a blow out!!!

Tomorrow i'm off to a family BBQ, im not sure how my tummy's gonna be, it could get interesting!!! lol

babies

by pilipala @ 29.04.2008 - 07:20:02 pm

I have what can only be called PMT/PMS!! i'm grumpy and moody, and feeling rather sorry for myself.  I'm missing quite a few people, longing to spend time with them, and really longing to have my own time and space, yet I dont want to be completely on my own. it's probablly time out i need.

I had a weird dream last night which included wolf people! anongst other things,  I also had  two children with R, so at lunch time I googled sperm banks, to see how much it would cost to conceive, and its safe to say it was pretty expensive! I Also have to be between the age of 18 and 35, this gives me approx 6 years.  so i decided to adopt a rwandan baby instead!!!  One of my colleagues asked me what i was doing, i told her i was buying a baby!!!! so she asked me, what colour and size was i looking for lol

CAAYIYE2CAGXYOHJCARNYI28CAXJ60ORCACN6HNGCAEJBMYVCA3MPWPWCASYNJZ4CA0OASFOCAC69A49CA1KOZDXCAJNC8NCCA71  Making babies :)

alarms

by pilipala @ 28.04.2008 - 07:52:52 pm

This morning was annoying! I got into work at 8.30am, and the burgalar alarm was on, someone had tried to break in over the weekend, my boss was already sat at his desk and said it had been  going off since he got in at 8.
 The alarm is situated in the corridor next to our office, so as you can imagine, it's pretty loud! By 9 am most of our team were in and going insane becase it was becoming unbearable!!  To top it all off, there's only one person in our building who knows the pass code to turn the damn thing off!!! The telephones were switched on at 9am, we couldnt hear the patients at the other end, the whole office was complaining of headaches.
So what does the NHS do about noise poloution? what actions do the NHS take to maintain the mental well being of their staff?? How did the NHS reduce that terrible terrible unbearable constant sound???
BINGO!
THATS RIGHT!!
EARPLUGS!!!!!
We were expected to sit at our desks wearing earplugs, and every time the telephpone rang we had to remove an earplug to answer and shout over the sound! - fantastic!!
and by 10am i lost it and went to break! thankfully by the time we got back ....peace had decended upon us :)

early mornings and rocky paths!

by pilipala @ 27.04.2008 - 08:08:40 pm

Last night i didnt have a great nights sleep, mostly my own fault, i got grumpy at bed time and went to lay on the sofa, ended up fast asleep! at 3am R walked in to the front room, woke me and took my hand to lead me back to bed, it was so sweet and there i was feeling all pathetic cuddled into her before i drifted back off to sleep

I  woke up to the mobile phone alarm going off right next to my ear, R decided that as she couldnt wake me up,  to put it right there, and it STILL took a good 3/4 mins for the sound to rise me from my sleep! yes at 7.30am on a sunday morning!!

up and out of bed we headed to the car boot sale, in search for our bargain for ebay, and we came home with........a big fat nothing!!!  well..thats untrue, R bought an amp for her guitar which cost her all of £4, mum was fuming when i told her- she paid £50 for my brothers :) and a set of 4 bingo pens, one for me, R, mum and M my other (married) lil sister.

We took the dog to my nana's cuz she hasnt seen her for about 5 months, nana cried when she saw her, and we gave her a photo album of 'tammy's holiday' and she seemed very pleased with it.

afterwards we went to the beach that was mostly stones, HUGE BOULDERS!!- oh my god!!! i thought my life was in danger!!! one little slip was all it would have taken!  i even had a stick of wood in each hand, in the hope that it was going to balance me out!! I did manage to make it past the rocks, however, i did manage to lose my footing on some green slimy looking stuff- and thankfuly managed to save myself! I must have been a right sight!

Im back at mums now, im babysitting my little sister N, (10)but not really, im expected to put her to bed (which i might add, she can do perfectly well on her own!) and then my brother J (14)is babysitting and i get to join the others at the pub!

HOUSE!!

by pilipala @ 26.04.2008 - 11:15:03 pm

Tonight im at R's and we had nothing to do, so we decided to try bingo! in true Butterfly and R style we were running late!! I ran to the cashpoint grabbed our money! then off we drove to castle bingo!!

we had to register first and got called bingo virgins...oh the joy!! then when we got our books, we had to have someone explain to us twice how it worked!! then to top it all off neither of us had thought to bring a pen!! luckily the staff found two for us :)

As we sat down the game was just starting, and the guy was calling out the numbers in what seemed like a 100 miles an hour and i was struggling to keep up BIG time, so on the first time i think i missed out half the numbers!! so on the second round it got easier, and i began to relax slightly, and by the last round, I'd finally got into it, only for it to be THE last round of the night!1
the thing is, how the hell do all those little old itty bitty ladies who can barely move manage to keep up huh??? i dunno... but i am gonna have to go again to win!!

As bingo finished so soon we were at a loose end and ended up driving around, just looking about, or as R calls it Spinning! we were gonna find A pub but ended up in tesco garage buying goodies!

Were home now, R's watching football - match of the day and me online :)

we have to be up early tomorrow to go to a carboot sale, the plan is for us both to buy something for £5 each and to sell them on ebay - the one who makes the most profit is the winner!!
- which reminds me to

hey

by pilipala @ 26.04.2008 - 03:29:30 pm

Well this is my new blog, for all to read, i doubt it will be anything too heavy :)

For as long as i can remember my life has been a little crazy, if not on the inside ive been cray on the inside!! I'm told by many that im not grounded and certainly not 100% sane- dont get me wrong im not exactly mental (i dont think so anyway!!!) and i'm not about to be sectioned anytime time soon!!!

Maybe now would be a good time to introduce myself, the way i see myself, even if it isnt how others see me, its how i see me :)

NAME: Butterfly
AGE: 28
SEX: Female

I'm a fully fledged member of the lesbian society allthough this doesnt make me who i am, this is only a tiny part of me, I have a beautiful girlfriend (R) who i manage to drive insane and at times she drives me crazy BUT she is the girl i truly love and adore and i must admit is very very patient with me and my ways.

I work full time in a hospital, now only i (and another 9 people) could work in a wheelchair department!! A job that isnt rocket sciene or even that stimulating but it does pay the bills and i work with a great team of people.

I currently live with my mum and step dad (K), i was living with R but with travelling back and forth to work and a few ither things it all got a bit stressful and so i'm staying with mum untill i have finally passed my driving test, bought a car and we have a house!

I am such an animal lover, i have 2 cats, kitty and fonzy who live with R right now and i miss them a lot, and a dog tammy who we adopted from my nana after she got too ill to take care of her- so needless to say R has her hands full!!

I spend most of my time in my own little world, dreaming away of bigger things to come, i am the kind of person who ends up doing silly things and showing myself up, as you will come to see!!