tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2009-11-10:/The life, thoughts and feelings of a crazy butterflyMokoFeed2009-11-10T18:06:39+01:00tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2009-07-30:/2009/07/30/pubs-6618910/pilipala2009-07-30T17:44:51+02:002009-07-30T17:44:51+02:00 <p><span>What a week! Weve been seriously busy, both working in the evenings too, its killing me! <br>however I loved last weekend, we went to the local pubs to try them out, the one nearest our house was fine, small, welcoming and lotsa cheesy music! we've been dying to try out another pub out- one my mother tried the week we moved in!!!  So we ventured down there, walked in, and all i could see was a man in a wheel chair, ...an elderly man.... on closer inspection I saw 3 or 4 walking sticks and realised they were ALL OAP's! Me and R looked at each other, this really wasnt what we expected of this pub to look like! so we asked an older woman by the door where the toilets were and off we went upstairs, trying to work out what the hell had happened! Came down stairs, asked the woman how to get into the room next door (where we could hear all the banter an music, which we failed to mention) she pointed at a door....i swang the door open thinking it was a bar and soon realised i'd walked in on a game of bingo!!!!  Needless to say I went bright red!!! </p> <p>We gave up stepped out onto the street and realised instantly that the pub we wanted was next door!! we both turned around and looked back laughing our heads off......we had been in the local social club looking for a lively atmosphere!!</p> <p>After that, we ordered a pint in the correct pub! and it was lively indeed!, so lively that  infact; in the pool room we saw a man laying absolutely naked on the pool table while his friends took shots at his own balls!!! I was crying with laughter!!!</p> <p>Last night to top it all off, in my exhausted state i asked rhian to pick something up from the floor and as she bent over her shorts ripped lol  so yeah......weve had quite a few laughs! <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></span></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2009/07/30/pubs-6618910/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2009-07-22:/2009/07/22/update-6567447/pilipala2009-07-22T17:04:59+02:002009-07-22T17:04:59+02:00 <p>Well...I've passed my first year at uni!!!!<br> im also working part time in a nursery- i'm learning to have eyes in the back of my head!!<br> I also got told my one of the little girls how her dog saved her family, the story goes like this; they were all in the house and it started to spin around and around in circles, they were all really afraid and so Duke their dog dragged them all out of the house and stopped the house from spinning! what an amazing story lol, another child asked if it was a true story, and she asked her little sister for confirmation- of course she said yes it was true lol </p> <p>We had our house warming that was pretty fun, sing star and food, i was having a right laugh lol and then a few nights later me and R had a few drinks on our own, R fell over the dog, then ended up cwtched up in the dog bed falling asleep lol, she vanished upstairs and never came down..RED was here so we went upstairs to see that R was out cold face down in bed! and had been sick....Niiiceeeee!! Anyway she had work the next day, took something for the hang over and off she went...during her first break she rang to tell me that she was extremely tired, as if she didnt have the energy to even lift her limbs, lunch time she called to say she just felt seriously sick and couldnt eat and felt zombified, telling me how her hangovers are getting worse lol bless her!! she came home and felt better, more energised, hungry etc et, so i assumed the hangover had worn off...</p> <p>HOWEVER when R went to work the next day, her headache tablets fell out of her locker, as she picked them up she realised that she had taken my tramadol(the pain killers i was prescribed for my cracked ribs!!!) which make you sleepy...put it this way...I take one and thats me knocked out, R took 2!!! and had to work, even drove! the best part is; I hid the tramadol in the spare room so nobody took them by accident lol</p> <p>Our new sofa has arrived- omg its lush and so comfy! we also managed to get a 2nd hand fridge freezer in silver to match the washing machine, so its looking lush in our utility room <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"><br> things are working out <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2009/07/22/update-6567447/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2009-06-17:/2009/06/17/parents-day-6324719/pilipala2009-06-17T15:38:31+02:002009-06-17T15:38:31+02:00 <p>Well fathers day is fast approaching, the day means little to me except mostly...hurt? maybe hurt is too strong a word, i dont care enough to hurt, but dissapointed I am.<br> I look at R's dad and how good he is, he does so much for all of them, even for me, R was telling me how he coached various sports teams she was in as a child/teenager and he would drop everything in a heartbeat if he had to - now compare that to my biological father, I saw him probablly less than 5 times (and thats being generous) before the age of 27? ive had one birthday present, one card, no christmas', he's never been there to protect me, save me from harm, he's never been there to pick up the pieces, or guide me in anyway thats not for his own selfish reasons.<br> Even when we did meet up, his main concern was his money, if he'd realised im not like him in that area, maybe we would still be in contact, who knows, i spent my entire life wanting to know where i came from, what charachteristics and attributes i gained from him, he played games, thought i was stupid, and then had the cheek to call me a bastard child because there was no DNA test and that i was after his money- not before throwing my sexuality in my face. thats not a 'dad' </p> <p>I'm greatful because my mum raised me different, I dont play silly games, I am who I am, i have my own mind, and i refuse to jump on command, she also taught me to be genuine, im not a money grabber or can only focus on gaining cash- thats obvious by how long its taken me to get my life into order. And at the end of the day...my mum made a damn good job of bringing us up, and my mum has close contact with all of her children, unlike my sperm donor who has had disputes with 3 out of his 4 children and STILL hasnt apologised and sorted it.</p> <p>Happy Parent day mum <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> xxxx</p> <p>Anyway now thats off of my chest, only half a week left before R is in llanelli with me- yay!! </p> <p>I'm currently waiting for my bread to raise, ive never made bread before- if its anything like my cake making, the bread is likely to be solid!!!!!! haha oh well! R will still eat it lol she always does. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2009/06/17/parents-day-6324719/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2009-06-12:/2009/06/12/llanelli-6291909/pilipala2009-06-12T21:36:23+02:002009-06-12T21:36:23+02:00 <p>Well weve moved to llanelli, ive been here a few weeks on my own and R will be here properly in a weeks time, yay! we currently dont have a sofa to sit on so ive been sitting on cushions and as i unpacked i found an inflatable chair...seriously...i have never been so greatful to find a match of the day inflatable chair!!!! </p> <p>I've managed to stay pretty busy most days unpacking or going down to the beach- the weight is falling off with the beach walks, its lush! Ive seen a lot of RED- her little girl is lush! and ive had curry at their house at about midnight lol- i went over at about 8pm for an hour- and RED dropped me and the dog off at 1am!!!!!!!!!! shocking! </p> <p>im addicted to BB again!!! loving it- hating individuals!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2009/06/12/llanelli-6291909/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2009-05-04:/2009/05/04/moving-to-the-beach-6055372/pilipala2009-05-04T09:33:19+02:002009-05-04T09:33:19+02:00 <p><span><span>R got the job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! were moving!!!!!!!!!! again!!! 3rd time weve moved in a year lol  although our contract is us up here at the end of may and we dont have anywhere to live yet!! oppss! but im sure it will come together  <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>were gonna be living near the beach!!!!!</p> <p>I'm aware that its gonna be hard....the next 3 weeks all my assignments, seminar pressentations and exams are due and were moving house! we never seem to do things by half....one down and 5 for me to tackle! </p> <p>Ive dyed my hair bright red and in the process managed to dye my scalp too...as R put it.....my scalp is brighter than my hair!!! but hopefully that change once ive had a shower now, and i also did a streak in my little sisters (N's) hair...it looks wicked!!</p> <p>What else is new???</p> <p>oh yeah...we were told when we moved into this house not to touch the garden, so we didnt and the landlady was supposed to be sending a gardener, of course six months have passed and no gardener so the grass had grown up to our knees!!  so yesterday we tackled it ourselves....we were covered in grass, it was even up my nose and in my mouth!!!!!!! weve managed to get the worst off if nothing else!! but the strimmer (the one we bought yesterday!!) started smoking!!!!  im hoping my mum is right and its just over heated!</p> <p>My estranged brother got in contact with me, and weve been chatting and getting to know each other, its been really nice, actually he's really nice and were going for dinner lol, and he and his family are invited to our house warming party when we move <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0">  so yeah house warming- youre all invited lol - well ......those we know lol my mum and little sis get the spare room tho- everyone else if they wanna sleep over will have to either stick a tent in the garden or sleep where ever they land!!!</p> <p>well, im starving marvin! and goitta have a shower before we walk the dog too.<br></span></p> <p></span></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2009/05/04/moving-to-the-beach-6055372/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2009-04-14:/2009/04/14/easter-has-been-lush-i-was-recently-telling-r-and-5943144/pilipala2009-04-14T14:50:39+02:002009-04-14T14:50:39+02:00 <p> </p> <p> </p> <p> </p> <p><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/706/3410706_e292573f12_s.gif" alt="110761" hspace="5" vspace="5" width="284" height="203"><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/705/3410705_cb52d7c87e_m.jpg" alt="W1H0LQCA1PELTGCAULLVYUCAH9UPZICAEW668ZCA4FXAY4CA24OJ5DCAV737Y7CA1SF4L0CAYVECDPCARZ24BACASBSBUWCA4ELM" hspace="5" vspace="5"></p> <p> </p> <p>Easter has been lush!! <br>I was recently telling R and My Mum and my little sister N (11) that about 20 years ago....actually longer than that!! anyway..the easter bunny came to deliver the eggs to our house and HE JAMMED MY FINGERS IN THE DOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  and i truly believed that for years..to this day i still have no idea who or how my fingers were jammed in the door but my mum told me it was the easter bunny and ive always believed it!! lol  </p> <p>anyway my little sis N pipped up  when i'd finished my story and told me how when she was in bed about a year or two ago the tooth fairy came in drunk and fell on her!!!!! but she couldnt open her eyes to see the tooth fairy because then she wouldnt get her money for the tooth-  im seriously begining to wonder what santa and his elves did to my other sister and brother!!!!!!!!</p> <p>This weekend weve been up Carmarthen way with our kites, R has bought a wind kite, eventually we wanna get a beach board to go with it and its so much fun..  infact weve been out flying the kites nearly every day, its good exercise too! and of course the dog loves the beach too <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>A couple of weeks ago i was horrified to discover that i had thread worm!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean...i am the girl who hovers over toilets, squats over toilets rather than sit on one in fear of catching anything......yet.....i got them!!!!   <br>I tried to send R to the shop to get something to treat them but i dont think she wanted to go alone.....so we both ended up in tesco as the pharmacy counter, i ask for something for threadworm, and as shes going to get it, trying to stop myself feeling so embarressed i ask if its called 'drontil' the woman very professionally says no and shows me that its called 'ovex' so as shes scanning it thru etc it suddenly dawns on me.... and i happened to think it out aloud as i said...'OHHHHHH Drontil is the DOG worming tablets!!' OMG i wanted to die....the pharmasist was laughing as was R, i was standing there bright red dying lol<br>but then at least she knew we wormed the dog if nothing else!!!!!!</p> <p>i'd better get on and do my assignment...its taken me an age!!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2009/04/14/easter-has-been-lush-i-was-recently-telling-r-and-5943144/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2009-03-22:/2009/03/22/my-flair-5807110/pilipala2009-03-22T15:29:41+01:002009-03-22T15:29:41+01:00 <p><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/469/3342469_cf9f6d7ced_s.jpg" alt="0e1624b9781623cacced1e2f66e02dd622f66f38" hspace="5" vspace="5"><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/470/3342470_dc2fd56801_s.jpg" alt="3f4d474070229bc32ab0531b18de704080746e93" hspace="5" vspace="5"><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/471/3342471_a184f76412_s.jpg" alt="4e95ac9f66b796431909c4e0a8e6950c7ad19082" hspace="5" vspace="5"><img 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src="http://data5.blog.de/media/564/3342564_615a7df370_s.jpg" alt="fe4941d8fb837b65b7fc7c3c7f7c1cd8d81a83a1" hspace="5" vspace="5"><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/565/3342565_fc233f7401_s.jpg" alt="fun" hspace="5" vspace="5"><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/590/3342590_0218e6b082_s.jpg" alt="4b71bc17423ee8c1cfade74b109496ea702dc24f" hspace="5" vspace="5"><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/591/3342591_d7746dc285_s.jpg" alt="30756cfa17eb5b2bb1a2b8effbc2541a7be8d5c3" hspace="5" vspace="5"><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/592/3342592_a97353793b_s.jpg" alt="fae76d68ebc0f1af25d05eaefa1b60707095cf61" hspace="5" vspace="5"><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/593/3342593_552e8ce1fe_s.jpg" alt="cf7378579d21b0603e5d4551674aef719afcab41" hspace="5" vspace="5"></p> <p><span>For your pleasure...save and use <img src="http://www.blog.co.uk/image/smileys/icon_mrgreen.gif" alt=""></span></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2009/03/22/my-flair-5807110/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2009-03-22:/2009/03/22/do-you-have-a-scar-5806574/pilipala2009-03-22T13:26:55+01:002009-03-22T13:26:55+01:00 <p><span><span><span>I went to visit my nana yesterday, she looks so so frail and it hurts to see her that way but she still makes me laugh..<img src="http://www.blog.co.uk/image/smileys/graylaugh.gif" alt=""></span></span></span></p> <p><span><span><span><strong>Nana</strong>: <em>(whilst talking about me being gay)</em> My old friend who's a district nurse, told me that years ago many babies were born with both genitailia.....and that they would take the baby away and cut off the easiest part...or whatever...and the parents would never know, they could be raising a boy but really that had a girl.....</p> <p></span></span></span><span><span><span><em>(M, my sister pissing herself laughing)<br></em><br><strong>ME</strong>: well..nana...I dont have any scars......</span></span></span></p> <p><span><span><span><strong>Nana</strong>: HOW WOULD YOU KNOW????  the scar would have faded by now!!!  <em>(then mutters<img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></em> Thats why....there's so many confused people in the world...</span></span></span></p> <p><em><span><span><span>(M STILL pissing herself laughing!!!)</span></span></span></em></p> <p><span><span><span>Anyway, later on we got in the car and M was still laughing about it, and repeated the conversation to my mother who had missed it- my mother laughing confirmed that as soon as i was popped out i was placed in her arms- i'm ALL woman!!!!  a gay one yes,  but all woman!! and def not feeling no confusion!!</p> <p>Ohhhh I've had my birthday!!! Thank you for all the lovely cards and gifts <img src="http://www.blog.co.uk/image/smileys/07cool.gif" alt=""><br>gonna be 30 next year - what an achievement!  Me mum and R went to see Calendar girls in the theatre, they actually got naked on stage!! but it was done tastefully and it was brilliantly funny! also during the day, me and R went to see a clairvoyant who tuned in to  my grandfather who ive never met, and said we both felt cheated when he passed away (because we didnt meet) but he's looking out for me <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> and my great-grandmother from my mums side who said she loves me to bits and is really proud..she also said to stay focused on my uni work and aim for my passion, and she said i am psychic and have the ability to tune in also. I came out feeling satisfied, loved, motivated and damn good! <img src="http://www.blog.co.uk/image/smileys/grayshy.gif" alt=""></span></span></span></p> <p><span><span><span>A few months back, me and R were bored and hungry and decided to go out for food...we walked to the local bar, had a drink and looked at the menu, it seemed overpriced...like an upper-class pub meal, anyway, we decided to try the italian down the road instead....it looks small from the outside, nothing special... so we walked in, they took our coats,  sat us at our table, brought over a tray of sea food, then a bowl of meatballs etc, it was <em>really posh!!!</em> R picked up the menu only to see that we hadnt brought enough money to even afford a starter on the menu!!!! the shame....<img src="http://www.blog.co.uk/image/smileys/11redface.gif" alt="">we had to ask for our coats back and walk out...we havent braved it back yet cuz the meatballs looked good!! needless to say we ended up back at the bar!!</span></span></span></p> <p><span><span><span>Today is mothers day, me M and N are taking mum to an indian, a nice one. im hoping R will come but shes on her way back from blackpool andmay not be in the mood <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"> but M's hubby is coming. I'm really looking forward to it! </p> <p>My lil bro J has gone to live with his dad, in neath!!! and i miss him, i know it was for the best and he seems happier, I dont even feel like i can go see him tho cuz his dad has been a bit of a twat, ive tried really hard to stay in touch with him, ive stayed neutral but he dont do any giving....must me a man thing...they are too damn lazy to get off their arses and make an effort and end up losing all their families, (a text message is not a relationship!!!!!!!!) in some or even a lot of cases even their own kids- so if ur male and reading this...got kids?? in touch with them???? if not....stop being a twat!!  <img src="http://www.blog.co.uk/image/smileys/icon_censored.gif" alt=""><br>Phew....now thats off my chest!!</span></span></span></p> <p><span><span><span>I've shaved the Dog....her fur as amazingly long, but when i finished i had to give her 2 chewy sticks....the first one for being a good girl and letting me do it, the second one as an apology for all the bald patches ive given her!!!!! her poor tail...backs of her legs, her ear,,,,neck....back.... lol yes i made a mess!! BUT she is cooler in this lovely sunshine....</span></span></span></p> <p><span><span><span> This game:</span></span></span></p> <p><a href="http://www.gamescheatcodes.co.uk/bubblebooble.htm"><span><span><span><a href="http://www.gamescheatcodes.co.uk/bubblebooble.htm">http://www.gamescheatcodes.co.uk/bubblebooble.htm</a></span></span></span></a></p> <p><span><span><span>The game i spent hours playing on my amstrad during my childhood!! i was excited to find it!!!!</span></span></span></p> <p><span><span><span><span>Right well im off to......im not sure what im off to do yet, but im thinking of walking the dog...or watch tv.....or get dressed or read in the garden.....or summin</span></span>!!! </span></span></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2009/03/22/do-you-have-a-scar-5806574/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2009-01-05:/2009/01/05/xmas-and-new-year-5328885/pilipala2009-01-05T22:38:04+01:002009-01-05T22:45:46+01:00 <p><span>Happy New Year!!!!!!!</span></p> <p><span>Well a brand new year!!!<br>I havent written in ages again, we've had problems getting online firstly, for weeks and weeks we didnt have internet in our new house, so i was traipsing down to my mothers everyday to do my assignment, me and the dog - bless us! First news first - for my first assignment i got a<span> B!!!!!!!!!!!!!<span> seriously i never ever achieved a B at school level never mind at degree level!! but lets face it, i always knew i was a secret brainbox!! <br>I also had to do a seminar presentation, on a group that was excluded from society, i chose homosexuality in school aged children, i was pretty nervous and prepared my presentation 3 hours before i had to do it, typical butterfly style, i was printing it off just before i had to stand up and do it, and i swear- i talked the ears off them!!!! 10mins long and i had breezed it!!  although next one is only 5mins long, dont know how im gonna fit everything in! <br>and today im full of bragging cuz ive had to do a PDP - personal development plan, the first part was a blog about life experience, educational history etc e and this is the replyi had:</span></span></span></p> <p><span><span><span><em>Wow, Miss Butterfly – you are quite a girl.  No lack of confidence or determination, rather a lack of direction which is understandable and you are right in saying that your experience has helped you to ‘grow up’.  I do believe that when you find the right career, you will be very successful – well done.  For the moment you need to concentrate on your studies to gain a good classification in your degree – that is essential – otherwise you just end up with a lot of debt!  What I would strongly suggest is that you explore graduate type opportunities in quality newspapers – examine the job specifications to find out what they want from graduates so that you can see what is on offer and prepare yourself to be ahead of the competition! I have now put the CV template on Blackboard, please complete this, along with a tentative ‘Action Plan’ for discussion with your Personal tutor in the new year.  Your grade for this element is 9/10</em></span> </span></span></p> <p><span><span></span></span></p> <p>Other than uni work, things have been pretty good,i had a cool digi photo frame for xmas,and the gilmore girls boxset<img class="middle" src="http://www.blog.co.uk/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" border="0" alt=" :D"> had dinner at mums,  R came over later on in the evening, and quite amusingly by the time she got there i was a bit drunk and wanted to go home!<br> Boxing Day me and R slept over at her mothers, and so did her brother who get very drunk and had me weak with laughter,he chased me around the living room hopping waving his smelly foot in my face lol and had everyone in the room pulling his finger at the release of a loud fart!!</p> <p> </p> <p>New years was pretty fun, we went off to a local, had a good laugh and ended up at a party afterwards,at 3.30am i was still parting but R was falling asleep so she made me walk home! when we got home i rushed for a wee, and horrified to find i'd peed my pants AGAIN!! worst part is - i dont even remember doing it!!!!<br>I felt better once id had a shower, by now it was almost 4.30am and i was starving, so i grabbed the yellow pages and at 4.30am new years day i called <em>every</em> chinese listed - after about 45mins i settled for frozen garlic bread from the oven - R had fallen asleep sat upon the sofa,i decided to wake her half way thru the garlic bread for her to eat it, but i was too hungry lol and scoffed the lot myself!! then woke her 2 cigs later and told her it was bed time<img class="middle" src="http://www.blog.co.uk/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" border="0" alt=" :D"> she was gutted in the morning lol</p> <p>red wine waiting for me!!!</p> <p>Cheers!!</p> <p> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2009/01/05/xmas-and-new-year-5328885/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-11-25:/2008/11/25/flutterfly-butterfly-woman-sockless-5104662/pilipala2008-11-25T13:37:22+01:002008-11-25T13:37:22+01:00 <p>As im trying to do my assignment im getting awfuly distracted..lets face it,when there is accademic work to be done i end up wanting to do EVERYTHING else first, which are things that dont need to be done in the first place! anyway i decided that now was a GOOD time to read through my blog, andi realised i never wrote about what happend to the lump in my breast (because i'm sure you are all dying to know!!!)<br> Firstly all is fine, im not cancerous, i ended up having a biopsy - they stuck a NEEDLE in my boob!!! TWO of them!! and i saw it up on the screen all happening, it was odd, but at last its over now, the results came back to say it was just a common lump...yeah!!! </p> <p>I updated my facebook status yesterday morning saying 'Butterfly hopes her socks are dry otherwise she will be hopping along to lectures sockless! and one of the girls on my course had seen it, so there i was yesterday walking up the (small)hill to the union to meet the others and she shouts.."butterfly...where's your socks..???" everyone was looking so i pulled my trousers up and flashed my socks for them all to see!! lol i was giggling for ages afterwards, she'd even updated her status - i hope butterfly is wearing socks today!! - the cheek of it!! </p> <p>We had to create a superhero we would be in, our lecture yesterday, so we could recognise our strengths in our work and lives, i chose to be a flutterfly butterfly woman, Mr S who was sat next to me was Mr String cuz he'salways pulled in each direction, we were having a giggle and i got carried away so i drew me as a superhero, what i hadnt realised was everybody was sharing in turn what strengths their superheros had...i raised my head and in a way of apology felt i had to tell them i was drawing my superhero..flutterfly butterfly woman! and my strength was that i could raise to a challenge <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>okay ive distracted myself enough, id better do more of my assignment! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/11/25/flutterfly-butterfly-woman-sockless-5104662/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-11-22:/2008/11/22/this-and-that-5088806/pilipala2008-11-22T23:18:06+01:002008-11-22T23:18:06+01:00 <p>Last night i had the most amazing dream, it woke me up feeling very happy and satisfied, it was most likely to be a small reminder of what i want out of my life in the near future to keep me motivated in what i have to do now<br> I've been meaning to update for .....forever!!! I have a new mobile number, if you havent got it and want it you'll need to get hold of me lol!! im so funny.... and ive had a new email address for ages...and were moving from newport to cardiff on the weekend - yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate house moves though, they are so stressful to say the least! but it's a big HOUSE!!!!!!</p> <p>I have pictures to upload on here too, but i really dont have the patience to do it right now!</p> <p>Me and R or...R and I lol came to an understanding recently.....just because you put yourself in someone elses shoes doesnt mean you are still seeing things from that persons point of view, you are simply wearing their shoe's as yo would wear them not as they would...deep huh...imagine this conversation rather drunk!! lol it's answered a lot of our arguments </p> <p>The other weekend RD kindly invited to stay at her house overnight, so i wasnt feeling isolated here, i had a great time, her little girl is lush, i mean seriosuly, she has all the qualities of the cutest of cutest little girls but she isnt that, all at the same time, she has a very short fuse and when frustrated (over the smallest things) blows up SO SO fast! for me this is what made her so special,it's not the brattishness of a small child, or the temper tantrums(which i'm sure she does have) but it's her personality she also calls me aunty, mainly because it's usualy her aunty who visits, and RD told me that when she woke up in the night she called for me, aw bless, i showed her how to headbang to pink lol and high fives, i got to watch pippin in the morning with her too! </p> <p>Me and RD stayed up till the early hours stone cold sober sharing so much of ourselves, i think i learnt a lot that night, not only about RD but myself too, she is such a ...not brave...brave is...not right, you can be brave when there's a spider in the room! more courageous, RD i belive is the most courageous person i have ever met, in relation to my own life, there are many things that have been left and put aside by myself, things that are now just things, not even aknowledged enough to become a fact, others that i know i hide from.<br> but we had a few giggles and her sofa...oh my god!!!....LUSH!!! </p> <p>Being here is making me miss R a lot, maybe it's more to do with being closer to her home, it could could be the country air!!! or it could be just that i am missing her a hell of a lot more...in every way possible!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/11/22/this-and-that-5088806/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-10-22:/2008/10/22/lil-update-4915171/pilipala2008-10-22T21:26:32+02:002008-10-22T21:26:32+02:00 <p>I was student ambassador for the day, i was absolutely pooping my pants over it!!!  my first group were so so quiet, asked no questions or anything, my second group were great, i got a free t-shirt which was my uniform lol and took them around campus, it took 3hours all in all, but we were supposed to stay twice as long....but it was cool <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p>I'm refusing to do my assignment tonight, im so wound up about it, so i'm gonna go and watch a dvd with lulu (girl in the room next door to me...not the irish girl)  and were gonna have some wine and chill <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p> ooohhh lulu messaged me on facebook.....wine time!!! xx</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/10/22/lil-update-4915171/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-10-20:/2008/10/20/bad-girls-4903902/pilipala2008-10-20T23:15:08+02:002008-10-20T23:15:08+02:00<p><span><span>Well i had an absoloute ball on the weekend, it was R's brothers wedding, the saturday morning was extremely stressful, i blame small kids on a busy day!!! okay seriously......R's nephew must be...3/4....and the poor kid was constipated!! and crying then screaming, then being stubborn, but we did eventually make it out of the house!! <br><br>The ceremony was lush! all in welsh and only a few people, and it was so so short, i loved it, no songs, no religious stuff and i was highly impressed that it was a woman who married them!!  <br><br>We waited around, checked our hotel room out, and had our photo's done, and I was in the family photo's which i was really suprised about, i just assumed i wouldnt be, so i felt very honoured <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> I had R's mum calling me across the room to get in the picture lol<br><br>The food was...a little stressful having being put on the kids table, but the food was delicious, and M...the paffiterolls were nicer at your wedding!!!  <br><br>As we got to the evening, i really didnt want to mingle, but we went back down anyway and oh my god what a night!!!  we bought a bottle of wine, then R's mum and dad bought us a bottle each and thats besides the other glasses of wine and champers we had! I ended up telling R's mum that if R looked like her when were older...I could handle that!....thankfuly she took it as a compliment!!  I also told her daddy that i thought he was wicked, i told him over and over and over that R was lucky to have him as a father, and told him i loved her a lot lol bless him he simply replied each time ....I love R a lot too <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0">  then i told him he was my daddy too and was almost sat on his lap!!!!!!!! ohhhhhh the shame....... lol<br><br>I caught R dancing on a chair, luckily pulled her down before anyone else saw!!   <br><br>In the speaches, the best man was talking about R's bro 'mincing' it when he dressed up as a character from little brittan,and later on R's mum asked (infront of the entire table) what was the difference between mingling and mincing....i burst out laughing along with everyone else and then one of the men got up and ...'minced' of course...i hadnt caught my breath and ended up laughing so hard i physically peed my pants!!! but thats out secret!! lol<br><br>Towards the end of the night, R was still partying and i was feeling ill, and she refused to come to bed, so i went up to our room, and left the key card outside the door, i stripped off naked and landed on the bed, (no blankets).  we woke up in the morning, and R didnt know how she had gotten to bed, but quite amusingly it looks as if someone brought her up, there was even a glass of water on the table and the chair pulled out... i hope to god it wasnt her brother or daddy cuz as i said earlier.....i was naked!!! also, when i could finally focus after waking up, we noticed rhian had my uni hoody on.....BACK TO FRONT!!!!!!   it was only the hangover that stopped me from laughing so much!!   and we soon discovered that rhian had lost her shoes...they were under the table the last time she saw them!!<br><br>so yeah....awesome night <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"><br><br><br>I'm back at uni now, ive had a really busy day, and i was tired and stressed, and when we went to the library i found a couple of books, sat myself down to flick through them for my assignment and then a pink book caught my eye....my eyes nearly popped out of my head!:<br><br></span></span><a title="DSC00229" href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/dsc00229/2914134"><span><span><span><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/134/2914134_bbe38d831b_m.jpg" alt="DSC00229" hspace="5" vspace="5"></span></span></span></a><br><span><span><span><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/135/2914135_1e677ce9b5_s.jpg" alt="DSC00228" hspace="5" vspace="5"><br><br>Amused i took these pictures, didnt bother looking inside, ran over to D who literaly snatched it out of my hand flicked from back to front and said...'oh no pictures!!!'   Pissing myself laughing!!</span></span></span></p><p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/10/20/bad-girls-4903902/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-10-12:/2008/10/12/trying-out-the-real-student-life-4858354/pilipala2008-10-12T11:52:13+02:002008-10-12T11:52:13+02:00 <p>Well, i came back this weekend again, mainly to collect some books i had ordered and need for lectres, im social inclusioned up to my eyeballs!!!</p> <p>I went out wednesday night - see it's student night!!! I got extremely drunk before i even got to the union!! my flatmate more or less led me there as i was quite wobbly lol and i did start to wonder if they would even let me in, but they did!!! i was having a great time, dancing and chatting and so on but eventually started feeling ill, and then was sooooo sick!! and..in the mens toilet (as the queue to the womens was far too long), then i lost my cigs and one of the girls took me back to the flat to find some more, and when i got back my flatmate had a fight with her because she had my keys and my flatmate thought it was best she looked after them, when i told R about this she laughed and pointed out that i was the oldest of them all!!<br> We were then dancing on the dance floor, upon the stage...where else would a drunken butterfly want to dance??? and my flatmate passed out on the floor, so she got carried out and i left her to come round and got some food, then we snuck back in past the bouncers lol</p> <p>My lectures didnt begin until 11.15am on thursday morning, so my flatmate knocked on my roomdoor at 10am to remind me i had a lecture....bless her!! and for the whole day i was rough!!! I've realised i'm far too old for this!!</p> <p>today im going to look for pretty top as it's R's brothers wedding on the weekend :S i dont really want to go just because its a wedding and there have beenloads of weddings and even more to come, not that i dont want R's brother to be happy!!</p> <p>We found kitty in the airing cupboard this morning - all sleepy and happy, quite amusing as we worked out she must have been locked in there since early evening yesterday! she probably thought ahhhh peace at last!!</p> <p>Right i have to go and dry my hair! xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/10/12/trying-out-the-real-student-life-4858354/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-10-08:/2008/10/08/norton-effect-4837231/pilipala2008-10-08T03:51:01+02:002008-10-08T03:51:01+02:00 <p>I'm begining to settle in a bit better now, getting to know the people i live with and finding all a bit easier, although amusingly today i had a panic....i mean full on panic, for a good 45 mins i actually began to doubt myself, i felt like a fish out of water, you know?? questioning my ability, so then i took my self off to the library to find books on self esteem- as i may have mentioned before my assignment title is <em>discuss the role of self esteem in adult learning</em> ironic!</p> <p>I've just thrilled myself with maslow's hierarchy of needs and now i'm about to read about karl marx follwed by charles darwin, ferdinand de saussure and friedrich nietzsche!! </p> <p>Ohh although last night i watched a dvd i bought for £1 in the works - the graham norton effect....oh my god, my jaws were killing me from laughter!!! </p> <p>Right i have a date with karl marx!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/10/08/norton-effect-4837231/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-10-01:/2008/10/02/to-remind-us-that-spell-checker-isnt-always-reliable-4809180/pilipala2008-10-02T00:19:36+02:002008-10-02T00:19:36+02:00 <p>Owed to a Spell Chequer <br>(anonymous) </p> <p>Eye halve a spelling chequer; <br>It came with my pea sea <br>It plainly marques four my revue <br>Miss steaks eye kin knot sea. </p> <p>Eye strike a key and type a word <br>And weight for it two say <br>Weather eye am wrong oar write- <br>It shows me strait a weigh. </p> <p>As soon as a mist ache is maid <br>It nose before two long, <br>And eye can put the error rite <br>Its rare lea ever wrong. </p> <p>Eye run this poem threw it; <br>I am shore your pleased two no <br>Its letter perfect awl the weigh, <br>My chequer told me sew! </p> <p>Sheik Spear </p> <p>It's midnight, and im all over the place - stressing because of things with my family, but not really stressing, more worried about others, i'm reading up the role of self esteem in adult learning - im scared... and this is only one module...</p> <p>I dunno, i'm just not feeling good, tired due to lack of sleep...worry.</p> <p>Every thing always works out alright in the end. </p> <p>I'm intelligent enough to do this bloody course...by far.</p> <p>and i hate one of the three posters i bought at the freshers fair!!</p> <p><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/813/2858813_46937793eb_m.jpg" alt="PP31576-511x768" hspace="5" vspace="5">this one looks brilliant in my room<a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/pp30694_511x768/2858815" title="PP30694-511x768"><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/815/2858815_56bd2c43a7_m.jpg" alt="PP30694-511x768" hspace="5" vspace="5"></a>this one look really good and much better than this picture on my door</p> <p><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/814/2858814_96aae6a34d_m.jpg" alt="lgpp0505+back-catalogue-campaign-poster-pink-floyd-poster" hspace="5" vspace="5">but this one is annoying me so much...its like their legs have been chopped off or summin!!!  i dunno.......</p> <p> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/10/02/to-remind-us-that-spell-checker-isnt-always-reliable-4809180/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-09-30:/2008/09/30/well-settling-into-carmarthen-isnt-getting-any-easier-i-mean-4800193/pilipala2008-09-30T10:18:19+02:002008-10-20T23:18:07+02:00 <p>Well settling into carmarthen isnt getting any easier, i mean the course i'm doing is great but i wish i didnt live on campus!!! I had my first real essay yesterday....<br> </p> <p>Discuss the role of self-esteem in adult learning?.<br> You will find Chapter 1 from the following book a useful starting point in developing your assignment:</p> <p>The Self-Concept, cited in Lawrence, D, Building Self-esteem with Adult Learners,<br> London: Paul Chapman, 2000. (Pages 1-8)</p> <p>Yes 1500 words on self esteem in adult learning!!! i'm pooping my pants!! and we have to do a presentation on....</p> <p><span>Discuss whether social factors impact upon learning.</span><br> <span>Submit your PowerPoint slides as a print out at the same time as your presentation.</span><br> </p> <p>This is only one module, and i'm doing three this semeser,  but lucky me has 2 days off now! <img class="smiley" src="http://www.blog.co.uk/srv/tinymce/jss/plugins/blogdeemotions/smilies/07cool.gif" border="0" alt="">  </p> <p>I've met two women on my course (mature students) who are wicked, the only people i've clicked with here, we've got D who is 25 and has 2 children, and we do most of our modules together, and then there's RD who is 32, with 2 kids,  , so yeah they have helped me stay sane!!  and D is coming over later to cut my hair for me!! yeeaaaaahhh!!! </p> <p>  In my flat there are 6 3rd year students, all welsh speakers and a little snotty - and then there's Al in the next room to be.....the irish girl!!!.........there's something not quite right there but i cant put my finger on it!!!  she's nice enough but she's not the kind of person i would normally spend time with <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> I suppose at the end of the day i have to accept her for her, but yeah she's a mature student also, and is in her first year.</p> <p>I really want to go out and have a cig but i dont want to go outside in my pj's and i dont want to get dressed yet!!!  dilema's dilema's!! ...well i should get dressed because here there's always the chance....LIKELY chance that the fire alarm will go off and then i will have to go out in my pj's....which i might add are.....pink with coloured butterflies all over them!!!</p> <p>Yes... i think it's time to get dressed!!</p> <p></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/09/30/well-settling-into-carmarthen-isnt-getting-any-easier-i-mean-4800193/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-09-27:/2008/09/27/student-life-4787126/pilipala2008-09-27T12:16:16+02:002008-09-27T12:16:16+02:00 <p>I cant belive i'm back at uni!!!! i got my little room (and it IS little!!!) with my pink mini fridge that my collegues bought me, ive met a few people there, and ive been up to the student union. I live in a flat with 7 other people - 4 of them are welsh speakers, and 3rd year students, a guy who is in his third year and wild!!! and another guy who is pretty nice, and last but not least - the irish girl!! she's in the room next door to me, and she is a little strange.... no really...she is!!!!! </p> <p>I'm still finding my feet there, ive gotten lost in town!!! and real lectures start next week.... so now in a bit i need to go through my book list and decide what books i am going to buy...apparently one book even second hand is £60!!!!!!!!! shocking!!!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/09/27/student-life-4787126/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-09-04:/2008/09/04/pizza-4682600/pilipala2008-09-04T19:40:36+02:002008-09-04T19:40:36+02:00 <p>oh my god, the funniest thing i've heared in a while!!!   </p> <p>things Are shaping up, i've got accommodation!!!   4 days left in work!! wooo hooooo!!!</p> <p>also got a new mobile number, let me know if you want it </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/09/04/pizza-4682600/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-08-26:/2008/08/26/bubbles-bubbles-4641139/pilipala2008-08-26T20:48:04+02:002008-08-26T20:48:04+02:00 <p>So i'm in the process of sorting all my possesions, luckily i dont need to buy much to take with me <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"> my finances are pretty much in order, still sorting accomodation - although that shouldnt be an issue.</p> <p>I made a huge mistake on the weekend....i was trying to get my pink fleece blanket clean, but we got oil on it from having it in the car whilst weve been taking the bikes out, so i put quite a lot of washing up liquid on it to rub out the oil, then chucked it in the machine... but OH MY GOD!!!! the washing up liquid bubbled right up in the machine, and i ended up flooding the kitchen, it was like a giant bubble bath!!!!!! lol but at least it gave us a laugh!! and the kitchen floor was nice and shiny afterwards lol!!</p> <p>I have about 2 weeks left in work, and im glad, you need to be braindead to do that kind of work, still...it paid more than the big blue W and better holidays. </p> <p>I finally got the lump in my breast checked out, turns out I have to have a mamogram :S i'm sure its just for precaution, and i have IBS!!!! caused by stress lol soooo been cutting out wheat and gluten etc to help it <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> and im finally off the happy pills, deemed sane <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"> but on evening primrose oil to keep me calm <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/08/26/bubbles-bubbles-4641139/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-08-02:/2008/08/02/yay-me-4533950/pilipala2008-08-02T18:06:23+02:002008-08-02T18:06:23+02:00 <p>Well, somuch to share!!!</p> <p>I have managed to get a place at university! go me!! im starting a full time course in education and social justice <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> in carmarthenshire <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> and full time too! so come the end of sept, i'll be living there <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0">   im gonna apply for a student rail card so that i can come and see R and the cats and of course my family <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> ive called accommodationand asked to be out with the mature students cuz the idea of living with 18/19year old kids is hell!! babies who've never left home before and can barely look after themselves! argh! lol</p> <p>ive also bought a bike!!! i love it!!!  i've cycled to work for weeks now, and im toning up just nice!! basically im cycling about 8miles a day just commuting  <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>hmm....we won in bingo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  thats right!!  well M my lil sister did, we had agreed to share before hand and it was rather a large win!! go go go go go M!!!! hehe, the four of us were smiling big time when we left!! and we went into the pub to celebrate afterwards! <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> ahh life is good right now!</p> <p>I'm no longer on my happy pills - deemed sane and happy lol, and i feel much better for it <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0">  </p> <p>hmmmm...i cant think of what else to share<br>right now!!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/08/02/yay-me-4533950/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-06-16:/2008/06/16/only-in-my-world-4322107/pilipala2008-06-16T12:02:09+02:002008-06-16T12:07:49+02:00 <p><a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/th_allalittlecrazy/2596067" title="th_allalittlecrazy"><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/067/2596067_eb91035401_s.jpg" alt="th_allalittlecrazy" hspace="5" vspace="5"></a>I didnt mean to leave it so long before updated! you could say ive been a bit busy and tired!</p> <p>Right, in the last two weeks, weve....painted the flat to put it on the market, and a lush new carpet! my little sis N stayed over and painted with us, and she was fantastic, i'd spent what felt like forever painting the kitchen, and we were all gathered in there having a little joke and a laugh and R managed to choke on her drink from laughing and spitting it ALL over her MOTHERS back!!! and MY newly painted wall!!!!!!!!!!! her poor mother laughed, ignored the fact that she was soaked and rushed to wipe up the red squash off of the wall!</p> <p>The next day there was only me and R - and she painted the bathroom and i glossed, in the (small) hall way there are 4 door frames, and i was stuck there glossing, i was getting tired and fed up, and R called me, i put my hand on my newly glossed doorframe to hear her and realised what i had done! in typical butterfly way i shouted, turned the air blue and in exasperation i put my left hand on the OTHER door frame!! so 2 doorframes ruined! I went to pick up the damp cloth from the floor and only backed my bum into a 3rd doorframe!!!! I was livid! I cooled down, went to wash my hands properly, dried them, and picked up the paintbrush to start again, only to feel soggy stuff in my hand....YES, thats right.....i'd picked up the paintbrush the wrong way! the bristles were in the palm of my hand! Then to top it all off, i'd finally finished, walked over to the windowsil and kitty had left paw prints all along it...so now the windowsil has kitty's paw prints stuck in gloss!</p> <p>I've still been getting fit, ive given up smoking, its been over a week now, and its been a lot easier than before, and still been walking to work, quite happily listening to my audio books(as i cant read on the bus anymore!) So last week i decided that i would ride a bike...as it would be a lot quicker, Mum suggests a bike thats in the shed, because the others either needed a new innertube or were broke or whatever.. Thursday morning i wake up early, with my shed key and bike lock in hand, its about 6.40am, i go out the garden and im there struggling with the lock to get in the shed, i spent a good 10mins trying, because i didnt want to disturb anyone else, i finally give in, run back upstairs, borrow my brothers shed key, convinced mine was a dodgy key...i spend another ten mins fiddling with this bloody lock, and getting very very frustrated! again, i give in and run back upstairs and ask my brother to open the shed for me, by now its all ready 7am, J comes out the garden, and i show him how neither key works for me, and J bursts out laughing...THATS THE NEIGHBOURS SHED!!! our shed was behind it, further down the garden!!!</p> <p>J opens the correct shed, and we pull out our bikes, we wheel them to the front door, and as luck would have it....two flat tyres on my bike!! J, bless him who was in a rush, got the pump and pumped the tyres up for me, making himself late for rowing club before school! I also had to sponge down the bike as it was black with dirt!<br> <em>Finally</em>, i'm on my way...now i havent been on a bike in a number of years, so i opt to ride on the pavement, thinking its early morning its going to be quiet anyway. I'm riding along for all of about 5 mins, and eventually a little pain turns into agony, muscles i never knew i had, are revealing themselves to me, but i persevere, and keep going, due to lack of confidence i had to get off the bike to cross roads(hmm...side streets lol) and kept riding, I got to the top of a road and tried to break slowly as a car was coming out of the side street, but the break didnt work, then i panicked and wobbled a bit, and before i knew it...i was laying on the floor tangled in my bike!!! The poor guy in a Jeep, was stretching his head to check i was okay, there i was laying there on the floor, one leg under the bike, the other leg over the bike and the seat digging into my back, and i gave him thumbs up to let him know i was okay! I just wanted the ground to open up and swallow me there and then!<img class="smiley" src="http://www.blog.co.uk/srv/tinymce/jss/plugins/blogdeemotions/smilies/11redface.gif" border="0" alt=""><br>  I got home that night, with bruises on my bum, thighs, knees, arms and even armpits where my rucksack dug into me! so now i'm thinking of getting my own bike...where the breaks work!<img class="smiley" src="http://www.blog.co.uk/srv/tinymce/jss/plugins/blogdeemotions/smilies/icon_crazy.gif" border="0" alt=""></p> <p>I'm looking for company this week, wednesday evening is the only time i'm booked, its just me and the pets <img class="smiley" src="http://www.blog.co.uk/srv/tinymce/jss/plugins/blogdeemotions/smilies/16cry.gif" border="0" alt=""> and i'd better go walk the dog now!</p> <p> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/06/16/only-in-my-world-4322107/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-05-28:/2008/05/28/catch-up-4238260/pilipala2008-05-28T14:29:13+02:002008-05-28T14:29:13+02:00 <p>Well I dont know where i've been!  I've had a long weekend off which has been great! We took fonzy (my baby boy cat!)  to the vets yesterday, for two reasons, one is that his breath smells very very bad! and secondly he has lups on his stomach, rather large ones! So the vet inspected fonzy's teeth and it turns out he has some ind of gum infection, his gums are red and raw and his teeth are yellow!! so we have anti biotics to clean thAT UP! and i need to book him in for a dental, as for the lumps, ive lost many a nights sleep over these, scared that they might be cancerous or that i wouldnt be able to afford an operation for him to have them removed etc,  the vet spent quite a while poking his belly in different positions and it turns out its just fat lumps! because he's over weight its all hanging in his belly! yeah!!  so fonzy is going on a diet of somesort... although the vet said he's thick built and hes only a little over weight. not much to worry about yet! <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>A couple of weeks ago i got woken up by a scratching sound, and i jumped out of bed to see what it was, and there it was....a little mouse!!! it was 3am and i didnt know if i should go downstairs and sleep on the sofa, to wake mum and K up screaming in terror, to open the bedroom door and let it run downstairs so it just wasnt in my bedroom or to ignore it! I chose to ignore it!! Then in the morning i told mum and K, and K argued with me that a mouse wouldnt get up onto the 3rd floor and was having none of it, but mum belived me! <br>Mum went to get the poison out of the kitchen, only to find a mouse had chewed through the packet!!!!!!!!!!  K belived me then!  He blocked a hole we found against the wall in the floorboard, not before pouring the poison down there! but the next night that little mouse scratched and scratched the floorboards from underneath trying to get back out- it was horrible!!!!!  but i think its died now - thank god!  I hate to see an animal suffer....but i do not want to share my bedroom with a mouse...a rodent!!!</p> <p>This weekend we vaxed the carpet in the flat, to get the worst up, then this weekend were going to repaint the flat with the help of R's mami <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> ready to put the flat on the market, i'm begining to feel rather excited, i think the closer we get, the more driving lessons i'll try to fit in-and next month i'll sort out an ISA for a car <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>I've had a few problems with my happypills lately, im so so so sooo tired all the time, and zero labido! I went to the doctors yesterday and i've changed the medication i'm on, apparently one thats suited for a younger person with an active life lol! and so far no side effects <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>On a serious side, i've found alump in my breast, as those of you who know,someone i was once very close to died from breast cancer/bony mets, and now it scares me!!  I am going to wait untill after ive had my period though, make sure its not just pmt causing bumps and if its still there i'll get it checked out.</p> <p>I had my hair cut yesterday, quite short, and R was working, i text her to tell her it was shaved and spikey lol, and when she came home she stood by the door too afraid to come in and see what i had done to all my hair lol! it was the funniest thing.</p> <p>HMMM just seen the advert for virgin holiday with charlotte church....how bizzare! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/05/28/catch-up-4238260/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-05-18:/2008/05/18/cheese-4191329/pilipala2008-05-18T21:34:58+02:002008-05-18T21:34:58+02:00 <p><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/950/2535950_eaf98744a4_s.jpg" alt="t70305" hspace="5" vspace="5"></p> <p>I cant remember what exactly ive been up to this week!  I know it's been a very busy week....and exhausted still due to all the exercise i've done!  K dropped me off  at R's saturday lunchtime, and we watched the match....well...R watched the match and i half watched!!!!</p> <p>What does keep me amused is R has scram marks down her back!! and no...keep it clean! Fonzy did them!!<br><br>We took tammy to tredegar park again, and in an hours walk i was amazed to discover i'd taken 80 photo's!!!!!  no wonder they were getting impatient with me!!</p> <p>but R......this badge below is for you <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0">......</p> <p><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/951/2535951_47bc193272_s.jpg" alt="ShareCheese_thumb" hspace="5" vspace="5"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/05/18/cheese-4191329/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-05-15:/2008/05/15/chapters-of-life-4179685/pilipala2008-05-15T23:32:45+02:002008-05-15T23:32:45+02:00 <p>I've had a really nice night <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> we went to see Colin Fry the medium, it was my birthday gift from R, and it was a very interesting night for me, of course ive been so excited all day lol, hardly being able to contain myself!!  I cant wait to go and see a medium one to one now <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>yesterday I couldnt stop laughing, my little brother J fell asleep on the sofa, i was on the laptop next to him, and N on the pc, we messaged each other on msn laughing at him, then I ran down to the bathroom nearly knocking mum off of her feet, grabbed the brightest red lipstick i could find and drew huge clown lips on his  face! he woke up not long after and was growling at us because we kept taking pictures of him lol then he rolled himself on the floor, rubbing his face all in his arm and he STILL hadnt noticed!! mum was trying to hold in her giggles, and after a good ten minutes, J looked at his arm and saw the red, rubbed it on his face and saw more red on his arm, he flew up and out of the room without a word, looked in the mirror and came running back in, whilst jumping on top of me, kissing my face and head all over to get the lipstick off!! we were hysterical with laughter, it was great fun!</p> <p>Yesterday was a  chapter of my life over, a chapter that never really started mind, the co-author who we shall call twatman, didnt have the intelligence, tact, and sensativity it takes to put a chapter together to make it part of the whole book...... you know? I realised I didnt have the energy to fight it,  even more amusing was i'd discussed this situation with someone who has been there, and they told me to make a list of for and against, although they felt I was wasting my time even making a list, so i thought it through on my way home and i didnt even need to make the decision after all,  as the co-author emiled me, an email that was inmature to say the least,  i replied and barely touched on half the things i wanted, but i did close that chapter - I then printed out everything that was said and took it to work, showed the office and my boss who has been very supportive of late, and a boss who always speaks the truth, and she said she loved my reply lol and said im much better as i am now <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"> the oppinion of the twaTMAN was generally shared amongs my friends,collegues/family that of  his pathetic actions, comments and LACK of actions! which of course made me realise i had definetly made the right decision <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>another one bites the dust!<br><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/066/2530066_243791bedc_s.jpg" alt="01AwcAX1XhOcMAAAABAAAAAAAAAAA_" hspace="5" vspace="5"></p> <p>aw colin fry was great and a woman called tj, she made me laugh so much <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/05/15/chapters-of-life-4179685/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-05-12:/2008/05/12/the-sweetest-things-4165520/pilipala2008-05-12T21:10:41+02:002008-05-12T21:10:41+02:00 <p>Today is K's birthday (my mums husband) and he came to pick me up from work too <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> when we got in we all gave him his cards and gifts. N my baby sis made him a card and put exactly enough money in the envelope for a pint of guiness lol out of her own pocket money!(which is about £5 a fortnight from my nan) To be 10 again <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> Proud of you baby sis! xxxx</p> <p>I'm missing my R a lot today</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/05/12/the-sweetest-things-4165520/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-05-11:/2008/05/11/butterfly-jones-and-her-bible-4159106/pilipala2008-05-11T12:09:38+02:002008-05-11T12:16:25+02:00 <p>Last weekend someone hurt me with their words, they are insensative, have no tact and ive decided that isnt the kind of person i want in my day to day life, because i couldnt relax or enjoy myself, the kind of person who obviously doesnt know me well and cried like a baby when i got home! </p> <p>BUT on the funny side of life!!! ...........last week i took drastic action on top of the drastic action i have alredy chosen to take, (to lose weight), I decided to walk to work!!! yes an hour each way!!  so here i am walking to work and home, feeling good about myself and for the first time in many months not suffering from insomnia, by 8.30pm i'm trying to will up the energy to climb the stairs to bed!  I was doing very well by thursday! although my legs were aching quite a bit!!! but come friday....I walked into work VERY slowly due to how sore my feet were... and the blisters were everywhere!!  i got into work and plonked myself down at the desk unable to move!  As for walking home, I had to have a lift, my shoes had cut into the back of my ankles and i'd bled all inside my new trainers!!  i got in and mum just laughed at the state of me!  So this weekend ive been resting my feet!! (and after buying my bible last weekend, i felt like Mary Jones and her bible with all that walking!!)<br><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/510/2520510_7415887d85_s.jpg" alt="ttt" hspace="5" vspace="5" width="151" height="145"></p> <p>Thursday night in bed, i was dropping off to sleep and got too hot, so i tried with very little movement to take my socks off- now baring in mind my bedroom at mums is in the attic, which does get very warm in the summer, the windows were wide open, my bed up against the window and i was <em>still</em> too hot!  I pulled one sock off and then the other, but as I was pulling the sock over my toes, I accidently let go and the sock flicked like an elastic band up and out of the bedroom window! There was no way I was going to walk down 3 flights of stairs and back to rescue a sock! but i did see it laying on the floor by the front door on my way to work friday morning!</p> <p>I was a little bored saturday morning waiting for R to finish work, and it was boiling outside, and the dog was panting away, I decided it was a good idea to shave her fur off, i started off pretty well, and Tammy was very patient, good job too as it took nealy 2 hours (spaniel with a very thick coat!) I got tired as it was taking so long, so I took the protective end off to get to more fur....i ended up giving her several bald patches!  which mum said looked like a flea allergy! poor tams! but she does look much cooler!!</p> <p>we had a BBQ yesterday once the dog fur had been cleared,and R was home from work,  we had a load of chicken to eat and we were really looking forward to it, to make sure the BBQ was ready, we cooked a burger each and a sausage each and a few for the dog....and we were too full for the chicken!!!! so mum, K and the kids came up and cleared our chicken! I did manage to squeeze one in <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>Were off for a picnic soon, R has just popped to tesco for some goodies, and ive got some things in the oven, cooking to take with us.   a picnic for tams.    <br> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/05/11/butterfly-jones-and-her-bible-4159106/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-05-04:/2008/05/04/fourteen-locks-4131083/pilipala2008-05-04T20:39:04+02:002008-05-04T20:39:04+02:00 <p>Yesterday, we decided to go on a guided tour of the fourteen locks canal  in rogerston (me and R) the walk started at 10am, again in true butterfly and R style....at 10.20am we managed to arrive!!!....needless to say we missed the group!! lol  instead we walked it ourselves, although im not sure how many locks we made it to, untill we gave up and walked back!! but we did walk for a good couple of hours! We speeded off to the market, and again the only thing we bought were dog treats!!!!<br>We then went to look at the new houses being built, had a look around, and we fell in love with a beautiful town house, we sat down with the...sales person, and went through our finances to see if we could afford it, basically it was affordable, BUT realistically we would be struggling, so then we calculated what we could afford and came home and looked on rightmove.co.uk!!</p> <p>This morning I woke up in agony, PMT had kicked in full force, then to top it off i had a very bad tummy,  I didnt think i was gonna be able to leave the bathroom!! so yes... ive not felt well all day :S But we did make it to a carboot sale, where it must have looked funny....a couple of lesbians carrying an old but BIG Holy Bible, a face saunce and a nail manacure set!!!  I couldnt help but giggle to myself!!<br>Tonight we've had a chinese, im thinking, if i cant keep anything in, then i might as well have a blow out!!! </p> <p>Tomorrow i'm off to a family BBQ, im not sure how my tummy's gonna be, it could get interesting!!! lol </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/05/04/fourteen-locks-4131083/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-04-29:/2008/04/29/babies-4111228/pilipala2008-04-29T19:20:02+02:002008-04-29T19:20:02+02:00 <p>I have what can only be called PMT/PMS!! i'm grumpy and moody, and feeling rather sorry for myself.  I'm missing quite a few people, longing to spend time with them, and really longing to have my own time and space, yet I dont want to be completely on my own. it's probablly time out i need.</p> <p>I had a weird dream last night which included wolf people! anongst other things,  I also had  two children with R, so at lunch time I googled sperm banks, to see how much it would cost to conceive, and its safe to say it was pretty expensive! I Also have to be between the age of 18 and 35, this gives me approx 6 years.  so i decided to adopt a rwandan baby instead!!!  One of my colleagues asked me what i was doing, i told her i was buying a baby!!!! so she asked me, what colour and size was i looking for lol</p> <p><a href="javascript:window.open(" title="CAAYIYE2CAGXYOHJCARNYI28CAXJ60ORCACN6HNGCAEJBMYVCA3MPWPWCASYNJZ4CA0OASFOCAC69A49CA1KOZDXCAJNC8NCCA71"><img src="http://data5.blog.de/media/794/2497794_ace81a1d81_s.jpg" alt="CAAYIYE2CAGXYOHJCARNYI28CAXJ60ORCACN6HNGCAEJBMYVCA3MPWPWCASYNJZ4CA0OASFOCAC69A49CA1KOZDXCAJNC8NCCA71" hspace="5" vspace="5"></a>  Making babies <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/04/29/babies-4111228/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:butterflys-world.blog.co.uk,2008-04-28:/2008/04/28/alarms-4106857/pilipala2008-04-28T19:52:52+02:002008-04-28T19:53:40+02:00 <p>This morning was annoying! I got into work at 8.30am, and the burgalar alarm was on, someone had tried to break in over the weekend, my boss was already sat at his desk and said it had been  going off since he got in at 8.<br>  The alarm is situated in the corridor next to our office, so as you can imagine, it's pretty loud! By 9 am most of our team were in and going insane becase it was becoming unbearable!!  To top it all off, there's only <em><strong>one</strong></em> person in our building who knows the pass code to turn the damn thing off!!! The telephones were switched on at 9am, we couldnt hear the patients at the other end, the whole office was complaining of headaches. <img class="smiley" src="http://www.blog.co.uk/srv/tinymce/jss/plugins/blogdeemotions/smilies/smileys30.gif" border="0" alt=""><br> So what does the NHS do about noise poloution? what actions do the NHS take to maintain the mental well being of their staff?? How did the NHS reduce that terrible terrible unbearable constant sound???<br> BINGO!<br> THATS RIGHT!!<br> <strong>EARPLUGS!!!!!<br> </strong>We were expected to sit at our desks wearing earplugs, and every time the telephpone rang we had to remove an earplug to answer and shout over the sound! - fantastic!!<br> and by 10am i lost it and went to break! thankfully by the time we got back ....peace had decended upon us <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://Butterflys-World.blog.co.uk/2008/04/28/alarms-4106857/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>